Lack of imagination today.

Not really sure what to say here tonight. I could spew nonsense, or more so than usual. But that'd be predictable right?

The last while I've been a major klutz. Be it tripping up the stairs or opening my drink so it sprays all over everything including myself. Not like that stuff needed a good washing anyways, but that's not the point. I bet right now I could even trip over air if I were sky diving. I think it might just be from being a bit tense and stressed inwardly. Not as much as before thankfully.

Still no job yet. Not too easy to snag one when no one's hiring right now. Haven't heard back from the Canex yet. But I did manage to somewhat impress or at least get my foot in the door with the manager of a grocery store in town. He'd said he wasn't hiring when I walked in but said he'd look at my resume anyways for future reference. Then he decided suddenly they could use someone like me and told me to come back to see him on the 8th. Here's hoping. Turns out minimum wage in Ontario is 9.50 too which isn't a bad start at all. The Timmie's across the bridge is hiring part time too but not sure I want to really try there yet. Two of the shifts I'd never see my fiance due to conflicting schedules and the one that I'd be able to work starts at 5 AM... meaning wake up around 3 or so to get ready and leave around 4 to get my sleepy self to work. The idea of walking down the highway at that time of night/morning isn't my idea of a good time no matter how safe this place feels. Anyways even if I have a chance with the grocery store, can I really afford to wait the week for the manager to get back from his holidays to speak with him on getting hired? Probably not...

We'll also be moving on Monday into an apartment which will be a bit quieter. Not so many stomping boots. It's an alright place from the one time I saw it, even if some was torn apart for repair. Has a mini balcony.

Just got a lot on my mind right now. Might not say a lot out loud on that but I do. Some of it pretty silly to be bothering with right now, some not so much. Maybe I can have one fully relaxing day this weekend. Maybe a walk to a park to just goof off or something. I dunno. We'll see what the plans are.

That's it for now. Sleep time soon!