I feel... good about this.

Feeling like the world's just suddenly been lifted off my shoulders just in that one little moment. That's all it took. That's all I had to do.

For now anyways.

Until it begins again. Which in consideration... I know for damn sure that it will no matter how many times that I try it'll resurface. It had more than once not that it even seemed to matter what I thought or wanted.

But for now...

I feel... good.
Happy.

...Secure.