I've officially been awake for two days straight now minus a 20 minute nap to try and catch some air. I've also hauled out 2 mattress' and a box spring to the dumpster... gotta haul out two dressers tomorrow after the apartment is sprayed. Which of course, I have to stay out of from when the time the sprayers come til... 4-12 hours after they're done. I work for 4 hours tomorrow yes... but who knows what to do after that. I'll have to bring the laptop and some clothing with me. Possibly get picked up by the family friend and mom to go to the laundromat to wash some clothes so there's something clean and spray free. So having to be elsewhere than in here sets me back a bit more since that's time out of doing what I should be.
But on a positive note, for once this week, I have this bedroom/my computer room almost entirely empty. I took out a few bags of useless stuff and clothes... all that's in here is the computer desk with my electronics, mom's dressers and mirrors and things which are all in a neatish pile in the middle of the room. I'm glad of that... I'm a bit less stressed out now. That means one room down, not so much to go!
I really need sleep now... I've been snapping lately at people when I shouldn't be, thus they snap back which is putting me more on edge. It's my own fault. I don't always handle pressure well, I can up to a certain point but when it's coming everywhere at once, I'm at a loss. I can't seem to win for losing and feel like giving up on almost everything. Keyword is almost. Not to sound emo here, but I'm just being honest. I don't like hurting people. And nothing ever really is the way it sounds over the internet.
Good night... or morning rather.
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ok, make a list of what you need to do, then number it with one being the most important and whatever the last number is being the least. then concentrate only on each item until you get it done. that way you try not to worry about everything else. you'll get it all done.
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