I doubt he even reads this anymore...

So it's a spot I can vent.

Warning: If you don't like reading bitch rants... or have something smart ass to say that won't be of use to me... stay the fuck out. JP... don't even.

I...
Am...
PISSED.

Not sure if that comes across clearly... so here. I'm pissed. More so than I have been in one long ass time. I've been lied to again and I'm fucking sick of it. What's going on here... TRYING to push me out the door towards someone else or what? I've been freaked on/yelled at about WoW if something goes wrong that's not even my fault... or about something stupid from work... a paper missing. SUPPOSEDLY it's my imagination. Yeah... ok. Only brought it up because it was bothering me... I guess I shouldn't try to do that, or what was it... "relationship communication" thing ever again. It just gets me called "stupid" more or less.

Other than the fact of being lied to... again... for the billionth time. The stories I already knew were lies, so why was it even tried? And lying to my face again that "I no longer do that"... and to think I wouldn't find out? I did the other times. Not only have I been "rejected" more time than I fucking care to count when I've done whatever to get the attention for a while... to be told "there's a raid" or "too tired" etc etc etc etc... and the second I walk out the door to go to a friend's place you hide it again? Rather that than me?

That's an utter fucking insult to me.

Don't need me? Fine.
Don't want me anymore? Ok.
Not attractive enough to hold the attention? Dandy.

To be blatantly honest... I don't give a flying fuck anymore. Like I said up there... you want to keep pushing me towards the door with a packed bag or to someone else?

This... is your final warning.